hmm..i think God has bless me alot in the singing lesson..the teacher found favour on me...i hope that i can do something there...hope that God will use me to turn that place upside down ..haha..coz that place believe in horoscope ..that time my teacher say wat his star near the sun ar..then scare of heat.. -.- anyway ..really hope that i can bring my teacher to know God..coz the ppl over that really respect my teacher alot..and if can bring this "Head" to Christ...others should not be a problem..and that place will be a christian base place..WAH...i dunnoe how am i going to do it...but i really hope that God will use me to help the ppl over there. anyway...my singing exam coming ..on the 12 of Dec ...12pm.. so many 12 rit? haha 12/12/2004 12 pm..YeaH! G12 G12 G12 G12 G12 G12 G12 G12  ..JIA U!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hmmmm..S0o0o0o0o0 long never update...even dawn say got spidy web...Of COz la....i am spider man wat!!! LOlz .....s0o many things happen...i think the exam is making my head Super Big...first time in my 8 years history i really sit down and study!!!! even my father cannot take it ..lolz..He call me dun so stress...hahaha.......anyway.. Get back to the "Topic" haha..y bless with new hope~ coz got new member!!! Haha...its yong Da....think i will call him "Da Shu"  .and the "old" ppl in the cell is growing....at least i noe afew of them r facing Problems...which means ..God is Working on Them~~ hahaha...aiya...nothing much to write...if i think of anymore then i will write again..BYE

WAh LIEW...I SPeND 20 Buck cutting my HAir LOR-.-~~~ i think quite EX le....HaiZ...WASte my monEy...... i won't go that shop again.....dunnoe y ..i think this year is a year of HEI DIAN(black Shop)(CHeap Ppl MonEy's Shop) no matter where i go i can see HEI DIAN!!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! CAN the GoV Do something about it-.-? CHEAT MY monEYyYYYYyYyYYy....HaHaHa..Anyway...Oh.....yesterday my Teacher who teach me singing give me a home work-.- the homework so hard lor.....tell me to chose 1 song to sing to him-.-'''' dun even noe wat to sing~~~ liew...how am i going to "HaNd In" This HomeWOrk@!!!!!! CAN someone HELP!!!!! SOS SOS SOS SOS SOS SOS SOS SOS

Since YouNg i got this Dream of becoming a SingeR , not like Super Star That KinD~...JUst hope to perform on stAGe..tHe BEst is ....it can be my JOb~HAHA...then i think from that day onwards i no need to work anymore...coz i am enjoying it!  HaHa..~ so this few day i was thinking..wat if next time God really bless me and make me a singer..~ will i have enluff time to spend with my memberS? My G12?my leader~? i dunnoe.......................................................Heeeee.....

If u r a christian in Fcbc ..maybe u will hear ppl asking...ehz..wat is ready? am i ready? When will i be ready? I heard alot of times..even i ask that question also...2 years in church i still cannot understand am i ready or not..UNTIL TODAY!!! WAHahha...SPECIAL THANKS TO FreNZy..really thank God for her...i think she like angel like that...haha...anyway ..she told me wat is Love .. God is Love . God is in us so that we can love like him... In 1John3:11-24 when God tok about love...he direct us to Jesus ...Jesus LOve Us so much that HE die on the cross for us...we need to be like that also...not trying to say that we Die on the cross for our fren ..BUt...to love everyone until we r willing to Sacrifice .  And love also must be Selfless...not Selfish ...wat does it mean then? that means..i Love this gal and i noe she is not ready ..so wat should i do? tell her?Nooo... i should not tell her..so that i will not stumble her....loving her means that i dun wanna stumble her even if i like her....i like her but i dun wanna own her ...i think thats selfless....But selfish is , i like her..i go and tell her..so that i can own her... and let her stumble ... So when u r able to Love ur Sis and Bro in christ selflessly and sacrificly...thats when u r ready  ..thats wat i feel.....i noe still got some other point i miss out...but more or less is like that...Rit FrenZy? haha..pls correct me if anywhere is wrong FreNzy...

Hmm..i love the weather today...not Hot .. not Cold ....did't manage to wake up for english lesson todaY.....so only go for math lesson....Hmmm...i feel that christian road is very hard to walk.....i feel that i keep falling again and again... the fall is harder and harder each time...but of coz i had lots and lots of joy after i join this BIG big family..i never regret joining this family...and i noe that i had make the best choice in my life by joining God's family

oh my GOODNESS ..i dunnoe how many MILLION YEARS NEVER USE COM LE!..i love this new  com...anyway....hmmmm...where should i start... during the period when my com is spoil... i get to noe a new fren....i thank God that i met this fren...haha..its God's plan that my com spoil...haha...if not i will not get the chance to tok to this new fren.....ya ya ya i went to this singing school to learn how to sing....So cOol Lor....Pray that in 2 years time i can have the chance to perform in pubs..or even record a Cd...HaHa..who noes.. now is already july.half a year pass le....i think back...i think this half a year is not wasted man~ i really really learn alot this half a year...onCe Again i have grown in the Lord.....toDay's service was busy...sometimes i feel that God has over estimated me , hahaha....dunnoe la...dunnoe y i think this way also....Tml there is SOL3 ...hehe...need to sleep early..or else tml can't wake up...God bLesss.~~`~`                    




(p.S) blog will be update everyday, coz the Com is Back~~ Heee
from: Your friendly neighbourhood Spider Man , Spidy`

YO Blog! Haha...hmmm...today its my church day! Haha..so happy..every day also wait for sat to come..Hmmm..actually today i went cell group and service with a heavy heart...i dunnoe y...never felt so heavy b4.....and actually i really did not wanted to pray for the congrey ..... but i noe God really tell me too pray...i feel so werid . haiZ ...then in the end i still prayed.....after that step into the church , liew by that time...i half dead liao..... just wanted to sit down there and do nothing......during worship pastor william call me go down to worship.....then at that time then i started to worship...praise God...God bring me back to 2 years back..when i am a new christian ...when i use to worship him freely without any worries ....Ha..So happy..by that time...my worries were lifted up to him...... but one thing i dun understand.....after everything..when i come back home....the heavy heart is back again~~~ Y!?!?!?! i dun understand... i can't find the root problem....Hmmmmmmmm....

Hohoho...Today is a fine day.....i think i spend most of my time sleeping ~ morning kelvin come house then i teach him guitar...haha...k la ..i think he can improve...just need to play more...then need to learn how to sing well......then can be very pro liao~ !! Haha....tml is sat liao....Church Again! HAhaa...Yeah Yeah~ Yeah~~!!

HOhOhOh...I OVERSLEPT TODAY..liew..first time sia.....i overslept ...HaiZ...then go for account lesson...thank God i went for account lesson....if not i will miss alot of things liao...almost wanted to "POND" account lesson..lolz...Thank God.......go so many place today...dun wanna type it out...so lo so..haha..BUT THE MAIN THING IS .i thank God that HE had help me to let go..i am sooo amaz by how God teach me this lesson...just 1 small little thing can make me let go..HA! i think God really noe me too well...HeHe...think back...is really learn how to stick to God's thinking when u face a problem or force to chose... and always always always think of other first....i dunnoe...i really learn alot after i come back from the tabernacle..i think i now need time to digest ..haha..PRAISE GOD.for i noe after this i have grown..and HIS effort is not wasted ;) HeHe~